wow..decisions decision decision....... tonight will be heading down to PWTC. Wanna make a house purchase soon. If the house is budgeted ok, then I can proceed on the car, else I just gotta stick to my 1.3, just my luck then. Ppl in the office are making fun of me... that really made me wanna get the car and blow dust. Sigh.....if I were a bachelor .... the car long time in my house oledi. This whole week has been a real mess to me........

During lunch time, when to bank.. so confident because bank say can give 32K loan. When to damansara branch, can give RM 26K only..what!? Then went to bangsar. There was a jerk there who said can give RM 32 K loan. Then suddenly tukar cerita say only RM 30K. Shit... now I am in deep dilemma. Is this somekinda of sign to say not to buy?? I am lack of cash because of the house to purchase. Tomorrow, maybe go to Mapex then see how things are from there......

yesterday was a horrible horrible day! From 9.00 AM until 7 PM, I went up and down at least 10 finance company. Non accepted!! Some did, but the loan amount was so low... how can I afford to pay such a high down payment? Some bank, eventhough I have existing loan and a customer with them, they just don't care. One look at the grant, convert? Sorry we don't do loans for convert. WTF?? Whats the difference away, I am still giving you money..........sigh. Some bank, sorry we don't do loan with direct buyer, pls buy your car from our panel dealer... somemore idiot! Be prepared ppl, you have to buy ur car from dealer next time. Its not easy to take loan. Some bank are down right rude, its like you are not important, I have enough money, i don't need your business....... sigh.......... terrible........... but I still want this car..........

I thought I wanted to keep a secret... ouuu sux.....i been telling the whole world already, might was well post it here........ I have made a booking for this car. I saw the car yesterday. Quite nice, power is awesome...turbo mah....... but only afraid if got accident, you can't really see. I brought at least 6 ppl, to inspect there car. So far, oklah... Call up few guys, hopefully the loan can lepas. Tomorrow going on bank hunting for a loan.......

Weekend was nothing much. I up to a secret project!! Hopefully things will work out. Ughh.. sleepy as usual here. I think I have to open a ceti shop. I don't know why lately friends has been coming up to me to borrow money, 2K,1K,500.... I am not that rich, am I giving out wrong prespective of me? Well, what are friends for right? I will be on leave tomorrow. Bored.......

Yesterday's incident has left me tension the whole day. After much thought I am taking it in a positive manner. My morale for the company as dropped to 0. Don't expect me to work hard anymore. No point building the house so hard and when it comes to the final brick, it is layed or rather crushed by another moron. Not worth my time and effort. Number 1 reason why good worker leave the company is not because of the company but rather their immediate supervisor. (Got this from a latest research). *Hint *hint.

I am taking proactive steps right now. Found out, the company has a policy of kicking out ppl with a 24 hours notice. Will be working out some plan. Stay tune kids. "Come pinky, we have to conquer the world tomorrow."

At this very moment, I wish I could just throw in my resignation letter. Why you asked? I am quite pissed at the moment. I am now wasting my time doing worthless documentation. Documentation is a very important part of programming, I agree, but I don't even have a good standard format. I see variables and recordset object being placed in the documentation. Not only that, codes I mean programming ASP codes are there!! WTF???! Stupid stupid.. wasting my time. I can be doing something more productive.

My hard work, right now is being passed to another person. I am pissed. I think I just found out something about me. I am not really a team player. I don't mind more than one person doing programme with, done that in lelong, provided start from the begining and I coordinate what to do. But solely doing it all this while, then suddenly about to finish pass to someone else??! Each program I done, I consider it a baby of mine. No one touches it until I am done. I think Wei understands this before, cause we had a discussion about his issue. So lelong let me do my work, and I make sure they get result. Now.. after soo much time spent just pass to another person to be screwed up!? I did the codes in such a way that the logic can be understood by me only. I have all the masterpiece set. Now only 1 piece is left, and the its going to be screwed up. Superb! Now get pay cut and get job cut....... should have just stayed in lelong........... If I can just express my anger.. there will be choas here...... damn!

I was on MC yesterday.. suspected........... viral infection tadaa! Nothing seriouslah.... just a little sore throat. Cleared up today. Feeling much better. Now it seems there is 56 suspected cases of SARS... ah??? From 8 to 56? How is that?

The doctor I met was a really nice chap. Quite IT literate also. Had a internet connected PC in his office. You don't see much clinic having that... not bad. He was quite worried about the SARS. He showed me some PDF file about the infection in Hong Kong and symptoms. According to him, the medication available at the moment can cure up to 80%. Ppl in the medical field are developing the vaccin as we speak. That is good news, but I don't know how true is it. I really hope they will come out with a vaccin.

The Star today featured 3 pages on the SARS virus. 7 suspected cases in Klang Valley and 1 in Johor. From no cases, suddenly got 8 cases? Also reported surgical mask are snapping up quite fast. I believe the government has bought a substantial amount from them. There few type, the N100 type is the best and recommended by WHO, believe its out of stock. I believe there is a shortage of mask in Malaysia as all the mask being sent to Middle East. As usual government will not tell the truth in order not to create chaos, but I find it hard to believe with 50,000 ppl travelling in and out of Singapore and there is no Malaysian with SARS? Wahh.. Malaysian anti-body so powerful one.......

If you look at jeffooi's blog, you will notice that the government has placed a gag order on hospitals and medias. So technically, we will not be getting any news on the SARS virus without being edited first by the government.

Most of my friends or ppl I met are not aware or even concern about his virus. Some of them looked puzzled when I mention SARS. Can't believe how ignorant some ppl are? These virus is airborne and is a mutated version of the common cold virus - I believe. It is very similar to our Nipah virus. I hope you guys take serious on these issue. Yes, if you are fated to die, you will die. So its like why take the bridge to cross the road when you can just dash across? Can you guarantee that you can cross safely? Its all about prevention, you can get it and not die, but cause alot of other bodily failure. Are you willing to take the risk?

There is site on In-Tech yesterday about the virus. I forgot whats the site URL. Just avoid public places, hospital and ppl with flu like symptoms. I am having abit sore throat.. hmm I was in a room with 2 Singaporean yestedays......yikes!

How I wish my pay cut was a April Fool joke! My boss did mention about working only 5 days a week. But nothing official yet. At least if its true then some kindda of compensationlah... 9.30 AM got Product Training. We sell those CONOCO Hydroclear motor oil. Anybody wants just msg me. Can get staff price for you. I forgot to bring my wallet today.. superb! And I borrowed RM 10 from my boss yesterday cause forgot to take out money from ATM!!! arghhh!!! I am sooooo forgetful!!! I need gingko......just for your information, begining today you can only withdraw cash 4 times from Maybank ATM, the 5th transaction will be charged RM 0.50. Be warned!

There is this sudden scare of SARS. My company bought 50 boxes of mask. I bought one. The price is jumping up like mad. Read today's paper, Health Ministry says not to panic and there is no cases of SARS in Malaysia. Kindda hard for me to believe it when Singapore is so close to us and there is a huge amount of traffic in and out of Malaysia-Singapore. Just taking precautions, life is more important.

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